?¥?3?head> we slow down

2002-11-01
1:21 p.m.

if you want inside her, well

some people are just begging to be fired.

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the Challenging Week is nearly over. all I have to do is stay awake, stay awake until nighttime. I haven't slept in days, but everything is finished except playing with a kid for a few hours this evening. then maybe some drunken debauchery tonight, the good kind, the kind with really great friends. tonight, i'm not setting my alarm, and tonight i'm turning the heat on in my apartment. i did it! i did it! me! rewards?

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in the process of doing it (shut up), I came to school at 4:30 this morning. crescent moon sparking light off the frosty grass? oh my. I was back in high school with glitter across my eyelids.

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so may funny things have happened to me and I can't remember any of them cause of not sleeping. oh, how about the time I got a kickass carepackage from the gnome, complete with photos, onions, a timbit, and aforementioned vegan chocolate? I called to thank him for it, and he mentioned he's seeing my wee biscuit sister today, and I just started crying, and crying, and crying, and crying, so rather than reaffirming the new status of friendship and coolness-with-things, I scared him off the phone with near-hysterics.

(it's pretty funny to me. gut-wrenching sobs! oh, the tragedy!)

boy, you'd better make her raspberry swirl

there you go my friends - 2003-04-20
huh. - 2003-04-14
the way - 2003-04-13
i am watching you - 2003-04-11
you walked away from us - 2003-04-11

sixty to zero

look at that day / dropping away / hear the traffic