?¥?3?head> we slow down

2002-09-30
7:29 p.m.

narcissa.

Don't even talk to me about excited. Yesterday was magnificent, the whole weekend was, with TWO visits with TWO new people who turned out far better than I could've imagined. It's the same idea; that there is suddenly space for any kind of conversation, that some random connection turns out to be Connections, and someone whose diary I've been reading for years, thinking she is so fucking coolwill, I predict hopefully, become one of the people I see most in the next four months.

And yeah, there was snot ALL OVER my sweater sleeves by the time we were through.

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The funny thing is, I think our conversation stirred up the same thoughts in both of us. I spoke with the freckled friend later about it, about the dodging of confrontation, about the one thing that stops you from being free of old or current miseries. Maybe we need a think tank?

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In other news, one more sleep.

there you go my friends - 2003-04-20
huh. - 2003-04-14
the way - 2003-04-13
i am watching you - 2003-04-11
you walked away from us - 2003-04-11

sixty to zero

look at that day / dropping away / hear the traffic