?¥?3?head> we slow down

2003-02-28
1:28 p.m.

a little bile

It's a little renewed. It's a little rehashed. Dreams of people I should've been fucking when I was fucking you. At least some people admit to wanting nothing fucking more. Holy shit. Dripping with disdain, I am dripping and shaking with fucking disdain for a version of me who touched and waited and sighed and loved and excused and cursed. all in the name of. that perfect c-section head. that I want to reshape with stiletto boots.

and not to be petty, but I THOUGHT IT ALL BEFORE YOU. and YOU ONLY EVER STARTED THINKING BECAUSE OF ME. and this is why I will not coax one more fucking man into emotional/intellectual maturity: someone else always reaps the fucking benefits, however [in your case] sparse.

cause it goes with your smile

there you go my friends - 2003-04-20
huh. - 2003-04-14
the way - 2003-04-13
i am watching you - 2003-04-11
you walked away from us - 2003-04-11

sixty to zero

look at that day / dropping away / hear the traffic